Anna IVANENKO, “FACTS”
“The state of health bearable. The lumbar and thoracic spine ache at a time, the temperature rises to 37.2 (this type well)”, — says Natalia Orlyanskaya in his diary to combat severe cancer — inoperable adenocarcinoma of the lung fourth degree with bone metastases, diagnosed in January 2019. “FACTS” published her heartfelt stories. For those who can to help Natalia and reported the card number PrivatBank: 5168 7450 1712 4394, Orlyanskaya Nataliya Anatol’evna.
21.05.2020. But whether the ancient Greeks meticulously and check carefully at the bottom of Pandora’s box, you would find it, somewhere in the crack, and stuck on the background of the rainbow flag of hope subtle sense of humor. I assume it was the color of the insides of the box and lay there quiet as a mouse. Just like some people — look — like anything special, but speak and humor ka-a-AK sparkled, sparkle, sparkling facets of irony, and even sarcasm.
I need it. Here in the world of #cancer_girl hope is not a feeling, that the last to die. It is applicable except that the stripped-down version. I mean, I know: it is impossible to cure me. So my high hopes that the good doctors + drugs (I) + help men prolong my life for another couple of years.
No, I am not reflective about it. And in this great merit of a sense of humor. It supports me in the bad days, throws the correct response to dubious news and does not fall and stumble in the spleen. Special thanks to the Space that tosses Natasha a generous hand of black humor. He is in the light of ecoreality has perfected flourished, and helps me great.
And about business. Health tolerable. The lumbar and thoracic spine ache at a time, the temperature rises to 37.2 (this type well).
Now I will say seditious. Want quarantine ago. In the part where the parks were closed. Because in fact there still could walk and now here has become IMPOSSIBLE. Especially enrage parents who do not monitor the children. Last time you rode on the scooter, could not be dispersed more than 5 km/h (average walking speed). A bunch of people calling and shouting to retreat in the direction of not react. But most dumb kids — they just throw themselves under the wheels, and the parents, I swear I do not look for them. One kid on a bike baby me for 40 minutes three (!!!) times under the wheels rolled. And never it has not been controlled. Seems like either some of the house spare the kids, or the kids too much to get ancestors in quarantine.
This week finished the regular course of targeted therapy. You need to start following. The drug, fortunately, there is, even the manufacturer is the same (this is very important: last year I for the second cycle of chemistry was replaced by French drug on the Czech — and progress in treatment immediately braked). The price is also not changed — 69 thousand UAH. I do not have 23 (and I honestly tried some small stint in quarantine to do — unfortunately, few of them were). I HOPE that now the situation will change. Meanwhile, please help those who are in the state, and considers this questionable need for the infusion itself. From my side I promise to boritsya until they force.
A. My Mars (scooter) showed that he is still a serious guy. Yesterday Natasha’s a very good friend took him to go to a meeting. Clearly not calculated the capacity of the machine. In short, is in the hospital after surgery — ended up with a spiral fracture of the leg. I once again learned that you need to ride VERY carefully (no, I do not Lihacheva, just got the confirmation). But upset much each really ruined my summer. But, he says, swept in a rush with the breeze. I’ll see if I get permission.
22.05.2020. My badly formed in the autumn of ginger served in a long-awaited Laundry. Departed would be back in March on schedule, but the quarantine intervened. So while #cancer_girl adapting to a new way. Yes, I was a clever animal, and fall together with quality cool wig bought two substantially cheaply — just for such cases. Well, more fun if Shaw.
Here is a hairstyle I like, although this color is clearly need more bright makeup. The way it seems, I get some “fatal” for the stronger sex — Bo something compliment 2 days gathered to Fig.
25.05.2020. Is Basta. Toothy, big-eared and fanged. Even big-eyed, of course. But in the cat absolutely wondrous beauty — I just saw in the pictures.
Basta appeared in the life of #cancer_girl not so obvious way that is still not written about it, although it was done a week before my birthday. I even once wrote: there are, say, I have a precious gift, but not sure my.
Valuable abyssina gave “in good hands” for nothing — the hostess appeared a severe Allergy. I must say, at Basta in General a rather complex history — the hostess picked up about one year old cat 2 years ago, he was running from the guards in any Mall. Called Basta, Bo thought that the cat. Turned out to be — castrated cat. Well, about his childhood and adolescence, as you know, nothing is known.
Initially we agreed to take the cat for a week — we’ll see how to adapt — yet adult.
When meeting Basta I made a nice impression. Donnelay flexible beauty with the grace and flexibility of a Cheetah and a huge emerald eyes. Cat nyashno drank the water, pulling her foot from the tap, and brought the hostess thrown in the corner of the room loom bands for hair (“he has come, as the dog habits”). Even dernulsya about the feet of the guests, all thought it a good sign.
We were given a packet of source data: cat doesn’t like to be thrust on the hands (we liked it); the cuddles, comes when he wants to (well, we said). Way to the heart of Basta is through food (well, OK, it’s not uncommon), exceptional neat (great!), sleeping in the legs of the owners (Mimi what!) and by nature silent.
I should have alerted the word “kind” in the description of the character of the cat. But he was so beautiful that a red flag I ignored… And well before I read on a couple sites about the nature and habits of Anissimov: they were described as self-active animals, “inquisitive and friendly”, easily served by train. Yeah.
Heartbreaking concert that’s staged in a taxi, we shavali normally “loves to ride in cars.” Remembering how boldly I shoved fingers through the bars of the luxury carrying (to calm the cat) and climbed the face, I shudder. Extremely lucky that there were no injuries — for example, nadrezanno finger or the affected eye.
At home, we have a curious animal, the first thing quickly got out of carrying, walked and meticulously sniffed all corners of the tiny apartment. Disgust wrinkled his aristocratic nose and, quite clearly swearing (in tone not go wrong), took up a strategic position on my computer chair, exactly in the middle of the room.
Sat (even dominated) with exceptionally contemptuous and angry. And long legs allowed to reach passing by on either side. Then the animal friendly snake, and opening the jaws at 90 degrees, hissed and actively fought with paws and turned-out toes.
In the next three days we will fully appreciated the “unique” nature of Basta. Especially dumb was the first night all seemed to jump and clung to the throat. At that time we even moved the hut sideways and tsyrlah, and the cat watched every move with an icy gaze narrowed angrily beautiful eyes.
To his credit, he ate traffic. On the other hand and vomited, I think from stress perior a few days. And do not go to the toilet. The mother is the expert on cats was very afraid that the stress can get sick. Cat, thank God, on the 4th about a day started to go well on the tray. “Probably from the stress we get sick,” said I grimly.
In General, the cat was so nutty mad creation with schornack disposition that we were ready to return on the third day. I don’t know why is not returned. Probably affected the natural stubbornness. Well, we’re both kind of crazy — sorry animal that has satyawali and sdelali. (To be honest, we suspect a cat had tried to attach, but the new owners did not pull a crappy character.)
Ah! The hostess was writing me in viber (requested images of kitty at the new place), and on my thick hints “sho freak you vtyuhali us??”) gently sang: “All will be ha-RA-sho!”.
About a week later I began to seriously ponder whether cats suffer from schizophrenia… If not, I think, we got the first copy. Because that’s in the morning came the smudge was mortal and rubbing on the face, head, arms and legs, and was the Golden boy, and after 10 seconds, threw, and beat the same person with clawed paws and portrayed hiss “syllogising cat”. Remember the anecdote? “I have acceleration, like the “Lamborghini” 3 seconds from Bunny to bitch”. On this basis now I am a happy owner of two bright scars all across his forehead. And I’m not a man, I did not decorate.
From the anamnesis confirmed: neat, kapets active and curious. And what about the silence… Such a chatterbox in my life met. How much we of complaints and wailing and Koshmatov listened to for the first time — not to pass.
After almost two months I can proudly say: we did it! Basta sleeps between our pillows or in between us under the blankets (when I want to, of course). Greasy and softly singing musical voice when begging for snacks. Gives a pull on the handle (for a while), and sometimes the mood even sits on his knees, the noises and sticks to the different sides of the head for chukhanov.. Sleeping without hind legs (the first time he threw up at every little noise and even slept hated carrying), plays with a laser pointer and balls. Constantly strives to overcome my chair (even manages to sleep there when I’m sitting). Drinks from the palm, if you put your hand under the faucet.
The specifics: thorn + fight (no claws) when something is absolutely not for him. Actively hunting for pigeons, sparrows and Tits that mom lures on the windowsill.
Yes, there was the problem with krys, the cat sees him as food, and from time to time throws (as it indicates the intention) on the cell. Rats now walks only in the presence of me or mother and under the supervision of Basta. (There is a separate funny story for another time. In short: rats — well done! No wonder the Cat is named.)
That’s that still respects men. It was to him a perfect host, but all the women fall for it. We found it looking like lots he allows a stranger to the man in the hotel.
Don’t know how Basta asked before, but it seems as if frightened: very long straight jumped up, when “suddenly” he was concerned or a noise was which. Now the cat has become much calmer, and I worry about you significantly less.
The bottom line: by manipulation, tricks, gimmicks and a hell of patience (*what an idiot*) we got the awesome beautiful independent intelligent cat. Still very smart. Yes, with a complex character (but who of us have cockroaches?) And Yes, it is more of their brethren is in itself, independent give way. But the most valuable moments, that’s when HE goes to smudge. Really it is time to be proud. I’m proud of.
Well, you understand: once I lit Basta here, then finally we perceived each other as “their own”. I hope Basta — my pet and I’m his man. At #cancer_girl previously did not have such experience.
PY.Sy. After all this, I will spit three times over your shoulder and knock on wood.
PY.Sy.2 And with the clever sho tryndeli about the friendliness of the Abyssinian breed, I would Basta for a couple of hours shut — let him be flew.
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Jackpot. The cancer is aggressive and inoperable. Exactly to Christmas” (part 1)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “the Beauty of cancer is that it gives a certain finality of life” (part 2)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Thank you cancer, at least for what has become so greedy for life” (part 3)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Why cancer came into my life? I’m sure there’s a reason” (part 4)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “if I had at least one adequate specialist six months earlier — and now would be a very different classifications” (part 5)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “I think death is the beginning of something else. So to fear it is silly” (part 6)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Scare the mother “abandoned” look. Says: it’s like looking through and somewhere very far away” (part 7)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Cancer is such a form of life” (part 8)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Equator — 10 sessions of radiation therapy (5 foot, 5 Bosko) experienced” (part 9)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “the Specialist gave a maximum of 2 months of life” (part 10)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “the Pain was familiar. I understand that it will be to the end” (part 11)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “I don’t know how long it will last our waltz with canceron. But unconcerned about the fact that he would die young” (part 12)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “I’m an addict inevitably. No buzz, just stupid galitsa 3 injections a day, not to hurt the bones” (part 13)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “not afraid of Death. No, not drawn, just for some reason feel so. Fear of helplessness” (part 14)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “it is Unknown whether the next anniversary. So try to have time o (t)to be enough more life” (part 15)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “to treat Cancer, immune system injure. And she seems to be in a deep coma” (part 16)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Obviously, there will come a time when you just stop treatment for lack of money” (part 17)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Girlfriend came up with the idea, in my opinion, interesting: “Estimate — you will not die from cancer, but from the fashion industry!” (part 18)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “it Sounds strange, but I hope that the pan of the Crustacean will not give his cancer the girl some kind of virus” (part 19)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “to walk. Every day. Breathe and try to ease the life (or death?) unhappy easy” (part 20)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Sometimes I wish I’d not had a baby — so mom’s got someone after me” (part 21)