Anna IVANENKO, “FACTS”
How to live fully and to enjoy every minute, knowing that the disease is incurable, says in “the Chronicles of cancer girl” on Facebook is a journalist and writer Natalie Orlyanskaya. In January last year she was diagnosed with a terrible disease — inoperable adenocarcinoma of the lung fourth degree, metastases in the bones. “FACTS” with the permission Orlyanskaya continue to publish her diary, and for those who can help our colleague reported the card number PrivatBank: 5168 7450 1712 4394, Orlyanskaya Natalia Anatolievna.
“I was right: it is a disease for the rich”
7.02.2020. Did you know that the average person touches their face 2-3 thousand times a day? 3-5 times per minute. That’s me to the question about transmission of viruses. And then there are vomit — when the virus is transmitted through the surface of objects.
This while I was sick, watched any movies about the epidemic. Duzhe pomone, yeah. I recommend to set the mood and the formation of an optimistic view of things.
I especially recommend “Contagion” (2011) — crotale made, but with a scattering of stars, which the Director boldly pandorium for the beauty of the game. Here, Gwyneth Paltrow’s, for example, patient zero. A very good “Crazy” (2012, South Korea) — there is an interesting virus idea.
#cancer_girl like oklahama, only a factory for the production of snot is still running in enhanced productivity mode.
Even walking me to another concert of Igor Zavadsky — again I recommend, too good.
Tomorrow I’m going to do an ultrasound abdomen and kidneys, to Bo today something happened that so brutally in that area it hurts that I can’t breathe. And the most vile — can’t sleep. No way. In any position of such pain that already throws on the bed.
On Tuesday going to the clinic to do regular monthly injection to strengthen bones (12 thousand + 1 thousand us). A week should have another package target to buy it (69 630 UAH.). Toist #Parachoc in his repertoire — feel free to use my meager financial resources, rake them clean.
The card traditionally, will leave — who wants to help.
Card number: 5168 7450 1657 1801.
Hike, I was right: it is a disease for the rich. Obviously, there will come a time when you just stop treatment for lack of money. Then, so be it. Hug from the heart.
19.02.2020. Peruca — I RC, Yak viyavilos. Nachebto just oberemok hair akikos umownych koloru, dourine th formation and naslite SMU soundnet. I nenadolgo perevelis have kogos hoho. Shruti Korotenko, to be called a few more photos, role.
Kapelewski Ter so mute.
TSI photos — latest shmat vddon #cancer_girl art space Samskara — properly, in b ut-San there I good pdwiki. Properly, requires to use the features W Lisa head.
Blanco vzhe prezentovala, so scho there are more vdal Waranty. And I black W red peruca, tocne, I tions — General duzhe spodobalosya. Divchata s Samskara meni – podorvali, thank you m velicine. From want vdate ) ACIS sweeya of nastupni vid scho dumaa?
I Yes, Sered global hotlok Natash her travel to Rome, new York that Japan. Ale Oskolki csdi much obmezhuvati my moblity, brought shukati much here. From now reconciling I razdevalka sprain, privezen s Tokyo kmono. It turns out, her TopLink (white pictured), Yak cotton kondracke, je Legg, Yak palustri rose, Savkov (cervone).
And on the special zone — sama duchini not dagne, Bo dimensi them — 4 m, and naidovski — 10 m. That shte th Auteuil, folding rear bow.
And the Yak of Chitta on quiet kmono — mmm… Korotshe, I zrozumia, chomu kmono I am to Demba in Japan costout great pennies.
Well th has drakoni (many drakon) that kitaisk literacy. Duzhe wonderfully wyglada pognana Lisa head that kmono.
I. troch econovan. ZANU 3rd package targeted drug surau money on nastupnu. In nayavnost sche yea, and the price itself (69 630 UAH.). Pooh on Golov mccamy STA similar to hair. Range be ill — so scho zabolevanie tric na dobu apartments nhto not sasovova. (Pdorow, Tsey item vitrat bude tilki prostate). I’ve poradovala: 90 ukalv on misyats + of sprice = mayzhe 4.5 yew. UAH.
Namagoose still troch of walks svoimi nikami, although after dougy vilasar type festival ridge privte Pereda. Sche pretyy on a project (no, I’m not pabirushka, I still namagoose zarplati). Traditio thank you people, that versely patronati.
“In extreme situations, people, sometimes, comes enlightenment”
22.02.2020. Visited the experiment — classical pieces on the piano accompanied drawings in black ink rendered on the big screen. That is the type of sand animation: the musician plays and the artist at this time on the stage is doing. As for me, get interesting — unlike sand, then the artist is likely to reflect your emotions from music.
#cancer_girl no expert on classics, but the best performance of “Toccata and Fugue in d minor” by Bach just heard. Bravo, @Artem Yasynskyy.
But the concert brought me a pianist, and so it is with knowledge of the case confirmed: the coolest design. And Bach, and all the rest.
I also found out that all musical instruments with their own character. Today it was 144-year-old piano with “good character.”
I still was impressed by the composition, inspired by the ballad of the poet-thief Francois Villon — the stuff poetry in anticipation of the death penalty.
As the artist said Nikita Vlasov, in such extreme situations, people, sometimes, comes enlightenment. So I thought — can at me it, too, has gone? #cancer_girl well too, such as the pending execution of the sentence.
My buddy says, yeah, come down, just not simultaneously — for a year really changed. And I think it’s probably still in the process. Well, otherwise I’d already labored something interesting that is not ashamed to leave behind, do you think?
By the way, I don’t know Villon has prosvetlilsia, but the poems about gave wonderful:
I am françois, which is not happy
Alas, will die a villain
And what is the weight of this ass
He will soon neck.
Handsome, isn’t he? I feel we had found a common language.
And the process of saturation with life to the full at #cancer_girl — Yes, it goes according to plan. That is, for the most part — from impromptu, which is great.
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Jackpot. The cancer is aggressive and inoperable. Exactly to Christmas” (part 1)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “the Beauty of cancer is that it gives a certain finality of life” (part 2)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Thank you cancer, at least for what has become so greedy for life” (part 3)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Why cancer came into my life? I’m sure there’s a reason” (part 4)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “if I had at least one adequate specialist six months earlier — and now would be a very different classifications” (part 5)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “I think death is the beginning of something else. So to fear it is silly” (part 6)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Scare the mother “abandoned” look. Says: it’s like looking through and somewhere very far away” (part 7)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Cancer is such a form of life” (part 8)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “Equator — 10 sessions of radiation therapy (5 foot, 5 Bosko) experienced” (part 9)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “the Specialist gave a maximum of 2 months of life” (part 10)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “the Pain was familiar. I understand that it will be to the end” (part 11)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “I don’t know how long it will last our waltz with canceron. But unconcerned about the fact that he would die young” (part 12)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “I’m an addict inevitably. No buzz, just stupid galitsa 3 injections a day, not to hurt the bones” (part 13)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “not afraid of Death. No, not drawn, just for some reason feel so. Fear of helplessness” (part 14)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “it is Unknown whether the next anniversary. So try to have time o (t)to be enough more life” (part 15)
See also: Natalie Orlyanskaya: “to treat Cancer, immune system injure. And she seems to be in a deep coma” (part 16)